The Big Brotherdisgrace
"But . . . having all this knowledge, we
still slip up in full view of our Judge."
LIKE IT OR NOT, MILLIONS HAVE BEEN
watching the day-to-day antics in the
months past. Though knowing full
well that nothing is hidden, it’s been
noticeable how easy it has been for people
to forget (or not even care) that everything
is heard, seen and recorded—even in the
dark! After months of drawn-out viewing,
the finale comes, with a huge prize for the
winner. For whoever wins, after such a
long time of being scrutinised, and after
every task and personal conflict that’s gone
on during this time, you cannot deny what
a courageous effort it will have been to
make it all the way to the end. It must also
be nice to finally go home after such a long
time in confinement.
But will the whole ordeal have been
worth it? One thing is for sure, it will have
been life changing!
And come to think of it, what I just said
sounds just like that controversial TV
show Big Brother.
It defies logic to think we humans still
continue on “sinning,” all the while knowing that God, who ultimately makes the
decision of who can and can’t receive eternal life, is watching every action we take.
We know what is right and what is
wrong. We know the rules that God provided for our best living. We know what
pleases and upsets God. We know He
watches every move we make. But our
human weakness is shown when, having all
this knowledge, we still slip up in full
view of our Judge, time and again.
And there’s another dimension to this
constant surveillance: not only are our
actions being observed and our words
monitored, but even our thoughtsare being
read. So for those who think they can steer
clear of physically committing a “noteworthy” and observable sin, this is where
you’ll come undone.
It certainly doesn’t take much to think a
sinful thought. Many times we don’t even
notice how our thoughts are sinful. Pride,
judging, desire, hate and curses can cruise
through our thought process in an instant.
One tiny thought and taa-daa—you’re
nominated for eviction from heaven even
before you get a glimpse of glory.
What a disgrace we must be to our God!
The things we think and do in blatant full
view of our Creator.
One day, after reading Matthew 28:20—
“Surely I am with you always, to the very
end of the age”—I mused to myself, Is this
a promise, Lord, or a threat?Sure, we want
protection 24/7. But to gain protection
means surveillance 24/7 too. We simply
don’t get any personal time to relax and live
“off the record.” How can we live under
such constant scrutiny and still come out
looking even half-acceptable to God?
I can imagine why Adam and Eve
wanted to hide after they first felt guilt,
right after their first sin, which really hit
home when the Lord came walking their
way.
What if the Lord came walking your
way as you were in the midst of sinning? I
can imagine feeling embarrassed, apologetic and defensive, trying to shift the
blame. I’d certainly rather hide and not be
noticed. But the point is there is no hiding
place. There is nowhere to run. Nothing
we do is in secret.
But beyond seeing our actions and
thoughts, God goes a step further. He
looks as deep as is possible into our personal
lives—past our superficial actions and
words, in past our thoughts, and delves
straight into our hearts. Thankfully, this is
where we finally start to look good in
God’s eyes.
In our hearts, He sees our intentions—what it is that’s going on in our hearts that
drives our actions. He sees our heart’s
remorse over the sins we carry out again
and again. He sees that our hearts long to
be made new. He sees that our hearts are
crying out to be home with Him.
It is the intentions of our hearts that overrule any of our sinful thoughts and actions
for which we feel remorse. In our judgment, good and bad deeds are put aside and
good and bad thoughts are put aside. It’s the
good and bad hearts that are dealt with, a
job no human could ever accurately judge.
(Remember, a good heart always brings
good deeds, but good deeds don’t always
mean a good heart.)
Basically, the scrutiny of our entire lives
comes down to our heart’s feelings for
God and our acceptance of Jesus as our savior (which then brings into play Justifications and Sanctification). If this is what God
sees in us, even as He sees us stumble, then
we actually have a chance of winning.
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